Should I Go Or Should I Stay?

When the journey started, about 16-17years ago, it was exciting and fun but along the way it brunched off into this pressure of reading books. it seemed to become harder by the year. by the end of primary school, the love for books is still well-secured because many look forward to the life in high school. at that age, we have watched so many high-school movies and that what makes us excited about high-school. We completely dis-consider the fact that those actresses and actors on TV are seniors in the so-called high schools and that its just another 'movie'

Excited to join high school, the shopping, the thought of staying away from home, the joy of beginning a new journey in your life

On day 1, it all seems fun only that you have already been disappointed by the look of the boarding house. Day 2, you start classes and you have a gazillion subjects to attend to, Maths, English, Chemistry, Biology, physics, history, French, German, Arabic, literature, computer science, geography, and many more. Well by the time I joined high school, I had all these and others which i really cant remember. Another disappointment!

You return to your dormitory and find your suitcase open, you locker broken and more than half of you property gone. Another disappointment! That doesn't kill, you still put yourself together and go to class the next day. a few months down the road, now you have made some friends, some of which are seniors so you are protected from being bullied. That’s if you are lucky. If you are not, you might be asked to blow off a florescent tube from around 9pm to 11pm when its time for lights out. 

A few years down the road, you are a senior, now it’s your turn to do the bullying. In a few days, high school is over, just when it was coming close to your Gossip Girl Fantasy.

You join university after a very long holiday. And here, you are supposed to act grown up and take good care of yourself because no one is responsible for what you do. You are on your own so you are forced to grow up. you start budgeting you allowance as it comes in monthly, doing your own shopping, cooking ... at one point, you start   missing high-school, the noise, the dorms, the friends.

You still go ahead, telling yourself, this will be over soon. In your third year at Uni, you no longer want it to be over. This is the part where reality shoots in. the thought of job hunting, marriage... 

you miss being young again but you thank God for where you are because some didn't make it. I don't wish to be young today, because I would do very complicated mathematics. Instead of 2 + 6 = 8, today kids at final Primary Leaving Exams (PLE) are calculating X*6 + 7^2 = X + 8^2, Find X. I don't think it can get any worse. On top of that, the X you are asking me to find is on paper, right there...lol

The bottom line is,

                                                   I want it to be over,

                                                   But I don't want it to be over.

                                                   I want to go,

                                                   But I don’t want to go

                                                   I miss it,

                                                   But I don’t miss it.                                                                                                 IT'S COMPLICATED!

Am I alone on this, or does it happen to us all????

Hilarious...

Kenyatta, Moi and Kibaki were lost in the forest and were captured by cannibals.

The cannibal king told the prisoners that they could live if they pass a trial. The first step of trial was to go to the forest and get ten pieces of the same kind of fruit. So all three men went separate ways to gather fruits.

Kenyatta came back and said to the king, "I brought 10 apples".

The king then explained the trail to him, "you have to shove (swallow) the 10fruits  without any expression on your face or you will be eaten".

o       The first apple went in …………….

o       But on the second one he winced in pain.

o        So he was killed.

Moi arrived and showed the king ten berries. When the king explained the trial to him.

o       he thought that this should be easy

o       1…....2…..…3…….4…..5……...6.……7…..8…….9

o       and on the tenth berry he burst out in laughter and was killed.

Moi and Kenyatta met in heaven and Kenyatta asked Moi, "why did you laugh, you almost got away with it?"

Moi replied, "I couldn't help it, I saw Kibaki coming with pineapples".Have a fruitful day!!!!!

LETTING GO...

There are people who can walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you: let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.


People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.. You've got to know when it's dead.

You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something.. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye.. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm faithful, and I know whatever God means for me to have He'll give it to me. And if it takes too much sweat I don't need it. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to......

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains ........

LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth......

LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you.

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge.....

LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction... ..

LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents

LET IT GO!!!

If you! u have a bad attitude.... ...

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better...... .

LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past and God is trying to take you to a new level in Him.......... .

LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken relationship. ....

LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves.. ....

LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed ............

LET IT GO!!!

If there is a particular situation that you are so used to handling yourself and God is saying 'take your hands off of it,' then you need to.......

LET IT GO!!!

'The Battle is the Lord's!'

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Some people will die POOR only because they have bad manners.

Seriously guys we took this cab from sunway college, went home then we had to go back and drop our clothes at the dry cleaners so we asked the guy to wait for us. well he agreed, don't know why, but he waited anyway. in less than 5minutes, we were back to the cab and off to the dry cleaners. i was with these two friends of mine. as soon as we reached the dry cleaning place, the guy said he had to pay him 25Ringgit Malaysia. then ma friend asked the guy, how come its 25RM. the guy said "i take you. u keep me waiting. u come with cloth and now you don't want to pay me?" (try to understand the guy's poor english). all of us were shocked. ma friend said, "bro we just asked why it is 25RM, just tell us why." the guy said, "see "F**k y'all, just drop 20RM and go." the guys i was with were offended, one of them said, "why are you using foul language, we dint abuse you, we just asked for a simple explanation." but the guy could not listen. he kept on buzzing more and more. i was amazed by these guys' calmness, they said okay we are sorry boss and gave him the 20RM he suggested. the guy was still buzzing, "take your money....go..u think we have nothing to do...." blah blah blah... i was quiet all this while but was boiling with anger. the last time i checked ma gal almost got thrown out of her house because she said 'f**k' in expression of anger in front of a guard. they didn't let her in for that night just because of that. but here is a guy buzzing the same ... in ma face. well i just waited patiently. i was the last to step down from the cab and before i closed the door, i just said, "you know you are f**ked up old man!" (was too angry to take shit from a cab driver) and just slammed the door shut. he opened his door and said, "excuse me black lady..." i just turned and said, "did u call me a black lady??? at least am beautiful, FOOL" and just walked on. i think he has no hope to become any richer and thats why he is this ignorant. i pity.


I never do such things. this is not me but when am pushed to the limit, sometimes i gatta do what i have to do. the funny thing is the man is old, he is driving a cab thus has nothing to call wealth. they say "when you are young, you use your health to chase your wealth and when you grow old, you use your wealth to chase your health. the only difference is its too late." point is this guys has nothing but he talks garbage. anyways empty tins make the loudest noise. STUMPED.

Its a small world

This world is just too small and round.
dude, he was playing with me but had my cousin as his fiancée
how embarrassing can that be?. so they will come home to do her introduction
and there he will be promising her heaven on earth. God Forbid. guys get real. if u wanna
play check who the hell u r playing with. if all goes well, i will patiently wait until he comes home for ma cousin, just to see the look on his face. he actually thinks he is a player but he is running the wrong lane. what hurts most is that ma cousin is so into him. he came into her life when she had just broken up with her x-husband. all i can say is i hope he has changed  because if he hasn't, she is gonna have a broken heart again and she will come running to me. her husband left her with a baby. God help her. coz sincerely, how much does she have to suffer and for how long. the thing is i know the guy's bad ways but i cant tell her coz she is so crazy abt him. and they say, where there are lovers, dont suggest anything against neither party.
To the guy: yI know u r a F*cker but pls dont F*ck her up, she has had enough.

Choice

The lyf we live is all about nothing but choices and decisions. it dont matter when, where or how but at all corners of life, there is a choice to be made. 

sometimes you have got to choose btn one thing or the other. 

sometimes u have got to choose btn me or ma mother. there is nothing to loose so why dont u try it. sometimes we make choices and we forget that the choices we make are to dominate the rest of our lives. sometimes we are given a lot of freedom to choose whatever and due to that, we tend to make wrong choices that kill us in the end. 

B4 U DECIDE, LOOK BACK, THEN LOOK FORWARD. Having done that, make your choice and even though it myt have repercussions, they wont be as rough. choices are hard to make but the worst place to be is to stay undecided. you would rather make a wrong choice than wait for others to decide for you. be a critical decision maker and when u make a decision, live and work up to it.

just a feeling i thought i would share.